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November 27th, 2009
12:23 am - I want to be COOL
Mm by my conduct, always being level headed and quick witted must be hardly attainable prospect.
I have a horrible way with words; I want to say one thing and some utterly incoherent mouthful of blub spills forth that implies I mean the complete opposite. I can’t retort back on the spot. I have a terrible habit of blurting out things I don’t mean, don’t believe in and despise under pressure and embarrassment. I wish I was more confident, be able to convey myself clearly through my spoken words even under completely mortifying conditions. Someone calm and collected and in control, hard pressed steady tone weighed in perfect synchronization with the heart and its unwavering confidence in the speaker’s beliefs… I want to be this kind of person.
Not the spluttering, fumbling and flustered kid tripping over her clumsy spouts of poorly chosen words that refuse to complement each other in literacy.
I GUESS IT ALL COMES DOWN TO CONFIDENCE AND BRAVERY. My life is a quest to obtain these virtues RAWR. /follows yellow brick road
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/punquinheads/pink/worried.gif) :C
Current Music: 眼淚成詩 - 孙燕姿
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October 21st, 2009
03:49 pm - Insanity be my affair
SHET just one more month. Then I be a free man. To roam for job interviews and internships. FUN.
dfkljfkgjfdgSTRESS. AND YET I'M WASTING ALL MY TIME ON TINIERME.COM OMG
Plus my right eye's puffing up and reddening. My mum's scaring me that it might pop out or lose sight. Or maybe that was just me telling myself. It's hard to tell under this weight of end of year workload. PROBABLY LACK OF MINERALS OR WHATEVER THOSE MICROSCOPIC THINGS YOU NEED FOR VITALITY IDK.
I countweight this discouraging entrying with ;A;
TEEHEE.
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July 25th, 2009
06:54 pm - Doujin Overload 2009
MONTHS OF PREPERATION FINALLY COMING TO FRUITITION. *U*
The little hotel room we were assigned to present our creations. This is where I sat. C:
( CONTINUED IMAGE HEAVINESS )
OH and if you're uncomfortable/offended by posting up your photos in here please tell me and I'll shoop them off of there.
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/punquinheads/pink/tired.gif) tired
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July 15th, 2009
12:14 am - SOUR '日々の音色 (Hibi no neiro)'
Just wanted to share this with EVERYONE I KNOW. "SOUR"s directors create some awesome PVs gawdamnit.<3 Their songs are catching onto me too. C:
( small update )
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/punquinheads/pink/artistic.gif) artistic
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April 28th, 2009
09:28 pm - I'm giving it a shot
I want to go to Parsons. I know I know, it's never the place of study but the individual's will that matters. Still, studying surrounded by elite artists around the world-- sigh~* pressure will kill me but I'll thoroughly enjoy it LOL
College still manages to sprout everlasting projects to dump on us but I feel myself improving after every assignment handed in. BITTER MEDICINE.
Been finding it really hard to breathe lately. Going to take a chest x-ray come Friday. I'm kinda excited! Wonder what my chest will look like~ without the tiny molehills and surface area. XD
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/punquinheads/pink/working.gif) busy
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March 19th, 2009
05:49 pm - AFK
"When will my life start. I'm just waiting for my life to start." [whinging and bitching about everything ever and blame it on premature/nonexistant life]
Life has already started buddy. Apparently it's waiting for you to start.
OTHER THAN ANNOYING EMO PRICKS I HATE SO MUCH, life and college is pretty full on. C: Expect to see me go invisible for awhile, FWOOSH.
(I'll still love you, look, I'll leave my aura behind to tend and nurture you<3)
Current Mood: busy
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March 3rd, 2009
10:47 pm - The evolution of lizards
THIS HERE IS WHAT I'M LIVING BY:
( schedule and goals )
now some interesting chat I had with my brother:
Bro: Hmm...you know, we're studying a lot of science these days-
I: Jesus lizard.
Bro: W-whut?
I: Jesus lizard. You know, those things that run across water.
Bro: HAHAHA what the shit? Did you see their legs, they rotate in perfect circles!
I: Haha yeah! And it's gonna evolve into Moses lizard.
Bro: ROFL
I: Because they get tired of running they just--
Bro: Screw this, I'm parting water! And walk right on through.
I: Exactly. THEN they'll evolve into Noa lizard! They're tired of walking and parting water, they're gonna harness skills to build an ark and sail to the otherside.
...
LMAO this is blasphemy.
Bro: And science.
I fear I'm making a fandom out of my religion;; I'm a Christian so no calling out. I don't think I can ever be too serious for anything. Bring it on life.
Current Mood: busy
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February 1st, 2009
11:44 pm - HELL'S KITCHEN RIGHT HERE
I'm now into 2 days without my mum here to make me lovely luncheons and dindins.
And I made the WORST dish EVER. It's, saltier than salt. It's saltier than soy sauce. It's saltier than...any emo kid's tears. D;
...and tofu's not supposed to be that salty alright?
WHAT KIND OF "ARTIST" I AM;
WHAT KIND OF "COOK" I'D MAKE;
(aaaand that's a failed artistic intereptation of a leek you guys)
Ahaha I secretly washed it down with water before I served it out. Twice. D: Bro told me it was nice and dad ate a little but I was gagging. And I'm usually not fussy with food at all guys! I eat everything and would suck as a taste tester but I was hyperventilating over my own food. Yuna who fears not even death is terrified of her own salty tofu dogs.
LOL it's not even "I'LL EAT IT FOR YOU BECAUSE I LOVE YOU". It's surpassed that level to "I WON'T EAT IT BECAUSE IF I DID I'LL HATE YOU FOREVER".
Though fair enough, I didn't follow any cookbook instructions and I love chocolate fingers with tuna dip so my judgement over-ruled my tiny common sense. NEXT TIME DAMNIT I'LL READ THE DAMN BOOK. Making food is pretty fun so far. C: LOL it's art!
(AH and you Snook and Beck, did you guys happen to receive my mail yet? It's been over two weeks and I'm worried if it got there at all. D: )
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/punquinheads/pink/confused.gif) confused
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January 25th, 2009
09:32 am - RAMBLE
I must be such a jerk. I can't be sad for more than 2 days at max? Even when my favourite grandma has an incurable illness and the evil bastard spread further into her stomach. Jesus...
Thank you guys for your heads up. Though I still don't get why people would say "I'm sorry" when it's really not of their relevance or blame. Makes me feel bad but I'm socially awkward so don't mind me.
The only thing that's hard to take in is mum grieving, she regrets she wasn't a very good daughter and I have to agree. I told her to get to Korea ASAP and stay with her as long as she's capable of. She wanted to take my brother and I along but we decided against it. The money wasted on our tickets could easily go to treating grandma to her favourite meals and such. She lived such a hard life, she should be treated like a princess at her age...
WELL I suspect ma will be away for more than 3 months and in that time I shall have to "hold the fort". If anyone knows any (PREFERABLY EASY LOL) recipe ideas please let me know! Dad's pretty much not at home from work most of the times but I need to feed my growing-boy of a brother. Did I mention he's taller than me now? I'm slightly overwhelmed at how I should pack lunches for two fully grown "men". And the breakfast. And the dinner. And all the rest of the fun housework. Haha and I should start a part-time job so I can at least do the grocery. Then college restarts in March. Busy life! Though I'm kinda looking forward to the challenge. C:
All in all, I guess I won't be around as much after Feb ends. Let's make the most of the times we have~ gotta finish sending out mails first. Please pray for my dearest granny and mother, I know it helps. Thank you guys! You really do brighten up my day. <3
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/punquinheads/pink/thoughtful.gif) thoughtful
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January 22nd, 2009
01:32 pm
I’m sorry everyone but I’ll be unable to contact for some time. My grandmother was diagnosed with cancer. My grandma who never smoked in her life has lung cancer. She was like another mother to me when ma went off her hinge. She’d absorb everyone’s wrongs and looked to people with so much love. No-one can love as she loves, no-one can sacrifice like she did, no-one can be as selfless as she could. I remember how I’d use to fall asleep to her scent, snuggling up to her jacket she once left at our house. I remember how her chuckles would make me want to make her laugh even more. I remember when she struggled to learn to read and how happy she was when I encouraged her. I remember running running running up to her and she’d always have a spot in her arms to embrace me. Shit all these memories. I’ll miss her so much. And I only wish I could have enough time to go visit her. 1 year seems so short…
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December 24th, 2008
01:12 pm - DLY house project!
Progress of THIS. Because I'm an ADD child who likes to go snap-happy on her works every now and then. C:
( Read/Look more... )
Current Mood: creative
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December 2nd, 2008
07:30 pm - HAIRCUT! : D
LOLOL after many days of trying to do some actual Christmas girftarts and gaining a job, I decided to HELL WITH IT --go out and hang for a day~
My good friend Susan bought these flats-- they were so BLUE and silky and 75bucks. D: while she was looking around I tried on some high heels because...I think I have shoe fetish *OHNOSHEDIDN'T* HAHA they were SO YELLOW, I couldn't resist. CX;
yeah bro, they make my short azn legs look like actual legs. :C
( the epic journey and battle of haircut (photoes and camwhoring included) )
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/punquinheads/pink/blank.gif) WTFLOL
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December 1st, 2008
03:21 pm - mindblank.
Appreciation to all those who left their thoughts on my previous entry~ haha sorry for being dramatic but I love sharing views and 'friendly' debates. *u* <3<3<3 I'm now that much smarter and hopefully a lot more open-minded!
Apologises on lack of comments/replies. I'm running around like a headless chicken trying to find somewhere to work. I was given a position at a small local bank/postshop but now the manager's being wishy washy about it and I'm getting kinda tired of bugging him to GIVE IT TO ME ALREADY ARGH. If things don't sort out by my next phone call, I'm moving onto a NZ-WALMART-LIKE grocery store. C:
( photos and randoms )
OH POO I'm art blocked. :T
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/punquinheads/pink/lazy.gif) lazy
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November 5th, 2008
12:39 pm - One more sleepless night~
I learnt something today.
I AM A WORKAHOLIC.
Hello, my name is Yuna and I'm an addict.
So much so that I'm having a sleepover at my college tonight. I'll have fun with the security swipe cards and the vending machine OHOHO one more all nighter and~ here I come 4 month break! ;u;
I just love how much work can be done instead of SLEEPING. Man that's a waste of time.
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/punquinheads/pink/silly.gif) crazy
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October 30th, 2008
11:08 pm - Guy Fawkes Night and Halloween
There are fireworks going off outside and I'm stuck doing work forever.
And halloween, and their kids and candies and of door knocking. ARGH I'LL SHOW YOU THE TRUE HORROR THAT IS ASSIGNMENTS YA BASTARDS! *crycry* if I can't join you, please leave me alone.
It's also not fair you have woe-downs when I can't be there for you. Yes you know who you are. I hope you feel better soon.
Handed in my life drawing today. I'm getting better with each class and modesty is unbeknownst to me at the moment. HAHA TRY ME. kfdlgjdfg just one more week.
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September 9th, 2008
01:30 pm - Half-arsed assignments :D
Semester 2. 2008
HAHAHAHA XDDD this picture relieved so much stress for me-- LOOK AT THE left one's pose klfgkdfjgkj XD!
( Picture heavy assignments. )
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/punquinheads/pink/cheerful.gif) chipper
Current Music: Miyavi - Subarashiki kana, kono Sekkai
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August 31st, 2008
02:02 am - GTFO of there...please...T n T
Just one more week and I'm finished with 4 assignments...I wanted more than 3 hours sleep tonight so I walked over to my bed and a huge cockroach was crawling across it. I flicked it off and went to wash myself for bed. When I came back and turned over the covers the same bugger fell out and scurried under the bed. I don't want to go to bed now. TnT Ahhh do you call this irony? So cruel. LOL I don't want cockroach babies please.
SIGHHHH I miss my friends I've been neglecting in life and net. I miss sleep and real food. Nghhh so tired SO PLEASE COME OUT MR CROACH. TTTTnTTTT....
Current Mood: exhausted
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July 28th, 2008
05:19 pm - BET YOU DIDN'T KNOWOHOHO
New Zealand has more than ONE anime/manga convention. *nerd's*
I only knew this last year too! Maybe it formed last year? I DUNNO, but I went --"Doujin Overload"--
and it had to be the heaviest storm in 10 years on that very day. (you can spot the rain-marks on this LMAOXD)
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/punquinheads/pink/hyper.gif) energetic
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July 19th, 2008
12:28 am - ORANGES FROM CA.
There I was, minding my own business and having an orange when--
MUM: Those oranges are from California, CA oranges are the best huh?
Me: *stares at the said piece of fruit in my hand*...this ORANGE, has traveled more than I have. =__=; *SAD*
MUM: 8D; Haha. But! It traveled ALL the way from CA just to be eaten by you!
THAT'S NOT THE POINT MA! A FRUIT, AN ORANGE, TRAVELED AROUND THE GLOBE, from right opposite ends of the earth to be precise, WHILE THE ONLY CITIES I'VE EVER BEEN TO IN MY LIFE ARE THE ONES I WAS BORN IN AND THE ONE I MIGRATED TO.
MUM: Yuna, Yuna. These tomatoes are from Australia~! 8D
OH FOR GOD'S SAKE! TTATT ...why won't someone kidnap me overseas~ I'd help myself to be kidnapped. I think I'm just having this TRAVEL URGE come on a bit stronger than usual coz it's break and all my friends from overseas are flying in to catch up with us and some leaving overseas to have a nice rest. OVERSEASOVERSEASOVERSEASMONEY DAHHH DX<
OH, and CA oranges ARE the best. <3
...I wonder where you get avocados from. I'm gonna ask mum. C:
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/punquinheads/pink/gloomy.gif) *orange*
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July 3rd, 2008
10:04 am - SKETCH WIP DUMP*
Ahh I'm terrible at organising a lot of things at the same time- dA and LJ are already too much to handle already?! OMG I can never polygamy THIS IS SAD!! D:
IT'S BEEN AGES~ let's CPR this thing with some fandom WIPs. C:<
*WARNING: They're OLD. D: Some are like YEARS old and it hurts to see them but, but I HAVE TO FINISH WHAT I STARTED-- it's my tick. Now only if I can stop being so darn lazy. =m=;
That's my 700MB of internet I stole from you~ ahaha mostly I don't show my WIPs but mostly I never get around to finishing anything either. So I'm forcing myself to finish what I've shown you guys coz, that's what WIP means; promising the final product. C:
Plus, I got to see if I've improved or not AND OMG DUDES, those weren't even 1/4 of what I had in my 4 sketchbooks-- so much weeaboo STUFF I've uncovered from the dusty depths of dust. x__x;
AND~ I'm in a block. Sad thing is I don't think I care. D: nuuu it'll pack its bags and move on I'm hoping.
You guys take care! And sorry for all my LJ buddies, I'll leave my footprints on your entries real soon. Speaking of which, should I make my LJ FRIENDS ONLY? I know I'll sprout some really emo stuff when I'm well...emo. D: SHOULD I? 8DD
Current Mood: busy
Current Music: Under my Skin - Gin
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