I’m sorry everyone but I’ll be unable to contact for some time.

My grandmother was diagnosed with cancer. My grandma who never smoked in her life has lung cancer.

She was like another mother to me when ma went off her hinge. She’d absorb everyone’s wrongs and looked to people with so much love. No-one can love as she loves, no-one can sacrifice like she did, no-one can be as selfless as she could.

I remember how I’d use to fall asleep to her scent, snuggling up to her jacket she once left at our house. I remember how her chuckles would make me want to make her laugh even more. I remember when she struggled to learn to read and how happy she was when I encouraged her. I remember running running running up to her and she’d always have a spot in her arms to embrace me. Shit all these memories.

I’ll miss her so much. And I only wish I could have enough time to go visit her.

1 year seems so short…