psych ward.

Insanity be my affair

2009-10-21T11:08:48Z

SHET just one more month. Then I be a free man. To roam for job interviews and internships. FUN.

dfkljfkgjfdgSTRESS. AND YET I'M WASTING ALL MY TIME ON TINIERME.COM OMG

Plus my right eye's puffing up and reddening. My mum's scaring me that it might pop out or lose sight. Or maybe that was just me telling myself. It's hard to tell under this weight of end of year workload. PROBABLY LACK OF MINERALS OR WHATEVER THOSE MICROSCOPIC THINGS YOU NEED FOR VITALITY IDK.

I countweight this discouraging entrying with ;A;

TEEHEE.

Doujin Overload 2009

2009-07-25T10:40:35Z

MONTHS OF PREPERATION FINALLY COMING TO FRUITITION. *U*

The little hotel room we were assigned to present our creations. This is where I sat. C:

I shared a table with Lisa; representing our art circle "PHANTASCOPE" LMAO
THERE WERE AT LEAST 4 OTHER LISAS AT THE CON-- someone would shout LISA! and you see all these heads swivel. XDD

OUR TABLE. I was worried they'd be tiny but we kinda ran out of room. Good news I guess. (and my censorship is of the hilarious)

HAHA cool effect achieved by the hands of an amatuer. XD THIS PAIR WAS SO FUN. <3 Cheshire Hika & Kao~

Cosplay was awesome compared to previous years'. Same with the arts. Surge of talents. *u* I just adored the Meowth one all that AND THE BIG TAIL FDKGJDFKLJG

THEY BRIGHTENED UP THE WHOLE ROOM. OMG THAT YELLOW, I'd have totally stolen one except I couldn't coz I couldn't choose which one to.

OBJECTIONNNN!!! It actually stilled a whole crowded room for a second. Totally awesome. Thank you for posing for me. C:

I admire these people who can endure an entire day literally stuffed in a whole figure costume. AND DUDE look at that headpiece! Utter dedication. XD

AND ANOTHER ONE THAT MADE ME SMILE. pd-inc and co. Thank you for your pretty arts~ *u*

Look at all that intricate detail in sewing! I don't know how you guys do it.

Probably the best thing that happened to this con. XDDD

AWESOME. Am I right or am I right. They were hosting a cosplay ball after the con I think? Sadly I had no ride to go and snoop around.

SHE WAS JUST SO CUTE. O: SO I JUST HAD TO ASK FOR A PHOTO FLKDGJDFKG *NOT CREEPY AT ALL NO*

HAHA I love the hat, but I'm not loving the hat ON me. D: You can't see the real objective of the hat!

SEE? It's a beautiful hat/hairband. But I don't suit it much XD; Buttons are from Kinky-chichi and Kera <333

Cute dances I couldn't really enjoy due to my obligation of sticking to my table. My camera started dying near the end of the con. D:

9am-4pm. My thoughts exactly Lisa.
Haha my big half a A1 print was sold out and that, kinda shocked me. Shattered my calculations you guys, THANKS. <3

MMM it wasn't a bad experience as my first con where I was an 'exhibitor'. Valuable lessons learnt and~ we'll try harder for next year! >: D BIG THANK YOU TO THE ORGANISERS AND ALL THOSE WHO STOPPED BY AND SUPPORTED US!! By either buying/feeding/entertaining us through the long 7 hours. UGH numb bum attack. I just hope next year I get more ~~time~~ money to sneak off to buy more prints, I COULDN'T BUY NEARLY AS MUCH AS I WANTED.

OH and if you're uncomfortable/offended by posting up your photos in here please tell me and I'll shoop them off of there.

SOUR '日々の音色 (Hibi no neiro)'

2009-07-14T12:25:42Z

Just wanted to share this with EVERYONE I KNOW. "SOUR"s directors create some awesome PVs gawdamnit.<3 Their songs are catching onto me too. C:

I got called a hypocrite from my brother. LOL as much as I hate to think I might be, I think I am. Even if it maybe be about little things. YUP gonna try and better myself on that respect.

CON IN 11 10 days! OMG I can't wait for it to be over so I can go through my flist with some peace of mind XDD I know it's supposed to be looked forward to and anticipated but right now it feels like a chore almost, staying up for 3weeks trying to rush all these prints. I'll have fun on the day though for sure.

I'm giving it a shot

2009-04-28T09:44:33Z

I want to go to Parsons. I know I know, it's never the place of study but the individual's will that matters. Still, studying surrounded by elite artists around the world-- sigh~* pressure will kill me but I'll thoroughly enjoy it LOL

College still manages to sprout everlasting projects to dump on us but I feel myself improving after every assignment handed in. BITTER MEDICINE.

Been finding it really hard to breathe lately. Going to take a chest x-ray come Friday. I'm kinda excited! Wonder what my chest will look like~ without the tiny molehills and surface area. XD

AFK

2009-03-19T05:01:23Z

"When will my life start. I'm just waiting for my life to start." [whinging and bitching about everything ever and blame it on premature/nonexistant life]

Life has already started buddy. Apparently it's waiting for you to start.

OTHER THAN ANNOYING EMO PRICKS I HATE SO MUCH, life and college is pretty full on. C: Expect to see me go invisible for awhile, FWOOSH.

(I'll still love you, look, I'll leave my aura behind to tend and nurture you<3)

The evolution of lizards

2009-03-03T10:17:39Z

THIS HERE IS WHAT I'M LIVING BY:

YUNA'S DAY--
* have some college
* 2 hrs of college work, for each class
* 2 hrs of preparation for Doujin Overload '09 (which is putting me off edge honestly, knowing there'll be so many *COUGH*young talents present FFFFFF)
* 1 hr+ organising MirusMayhem.com
* 1 hr exercise

GOAL--
* At least a B+ average. AT LEAST. But aim for that A coz, that's what puts the "A" in ASIAN
* Find some company to work with for ~*~work experience~*~
* Scholarship for RMIT; Melbourn. I failed to gain previous college scholarship by one mark. LOL REVENGE TIME.
* Complete one piece of illustration a week
* Pick up writing again

JOY, that's it for now. C:
now some interesting chat I had with my brother:

Bro: Hmm...you know, we're studying a lot of science these days-
I: Jesus lizard.
Bro: W-whut?
I: Jesus lizard. You know, those things that run across water.
Bro: HAHAHA what the shit? Did you see their legs, they rotate in perfect circles!
I: Haha yeah! And it's gonna evolve into Moses lizard.
Bro: ROFL
I: Because they get tired of running they just--
Bro: Screw this, I'm parting water! And walk right on through.
I: Exactly. THEN they'll evolve into Noa lizard! They're tired of walking and parting water, they're gonna harness skills to build an ark and sail to the otherside.
...
LMAO this is blasphemy.
Bro: And science.

I fear I'm making a fandom out of my religion;; I'm a Christian so no calling out. I don't think I can ever be too serious for anything. Bring it on life.

HELL'S KITCHEN RIGHT HERE

2009-02-01T11:24:42Z

I'm now into 2 days without my mum here to make me lovely luncheons and dindins.

And I made the WORST dish EVER. It's, saltier than salt. It's saltier than soy sauce. It's saltier than...any emo kid's tears. D;

...and tofu's not supposed to be that salty alright?

WHAT KIND OF "ARTIST" I AM;

WHAT KIND OF "COOK" I'D MAKE;

(aaaand that's a failed artistic intereptation of a leek you guys)

Ahaha I secretly washed it down with water before I served it out. Twice. D: Bro told me it was nice and dad ate a little but I was gagging. And I'm usually not fussy with food at all guys! I eat everything and would suck as a taste tester but I was hyperventilating over my own food. Yuna who fears not even death is terrified of her own salty tofu dogs.

LOL it's not even "I'LL EAT IT FOR YOU BECAUSE I LOVE YOU". It's surpassed that level to "I WON'T EAT IT BECAUSE IF I DID I'LL HATE YOU FOREVER".

Though fair enough, I didn't follow any cookbook instructions and I love chocolate fingers with tuna dip so my judgement over-ruled my tiny common sense. NEXT TIME DAMNIT I'LL READ THE DAMN BOOK. Making food is pretty fun so far. C: ~~LOL it's art!~~

(AH and you Snook and Beck, did you guys happen to receive my mail yet? It's been over two weeks and I'm worried if it got there at all. D: )

RAMBLE

2009-01-24T21:47:08Z

I must be such a jerk. I can't be sad for more than 2 days at max? Even when my favourite grandma has an incurable illness and the evil bastard spread further into her stomach. Jesus...

Thank you guys for your heads up. Though I still don't get why people would say "I'm sorry" when it's really not of their relevance or blame. Makes me feel bad but I'm socially awkward so don't mind me.

The only thing that's hard to take in is mum grieving, she regrets she wasn't a very good daughter and I have to agree. I told her to get to Korea ASAP and stay with her as long as she's capable of. She wanted to take my brother and I along but we decided against it. The money wasted on our tickets could easily go to treating grandma to her favourite meals and such. She lived such a hard life, she should be treated like a princess at her age...

WELL I suspect ma will be away for more than 3 months and in that time I shall have to "hold the fort". If anyone knows any (PREFERABLY EASY LOL) recipe ideas please let me know! Dad's pretty much not at home from work most of the times but I need to feed my growing-boy of a brother. Did I mention he's taller than me now? I'm slightly overwhelmed at how I should pack lunches for two fully grown "men". And the breakfast. And the dinner. And all the rest of the fun housework. Haha and I should start a part-time job so I can at least do the grocery. Then college restarts in March. Busy life! Though I'm kinda looking forward to the challenge. C:

All in all, I guess I won't be around as much after Feb ends. Let's make the most of the times we have~ gotta finish sending out mails first. Please pray for my dearest granny and mother, I know it helps. Thank you guys! You really do brighten up my day. <3

yunart @ 2009-01-22T13:32:00

2009-01-22T00:39:18Z

I’m sorry everyone but I’ll be unable to contact for some time.

My grandmother was diagnosed with cancer. My grandma who never smoked in her life has lung cancer.

She was like another mother to me when ma went off her hinge. She’d absorb everyone’s wrongs and looked to people with so much love. No-one can love as she loves, no-one can sacrifice like she did, no-one can be as selfless as she could.

I remember how I’d use to fall asleep to her scent, snuggling up to her jacket she once left at our house. I remember how her chuckles would make me want to make her laugh even more. I remember when she struggled to learn to read and how happy she was when I encouraged her. I remember running running running up to her and she’d always have a spot in her arms to embrace me. Shit all these memories.

I’ll miss her so much. And I only wish I could have enough time to go visit her.

1 year seems so short…

DLY house project!

2008-12-24T00:12:44Z

Progress of THIS. Because I'm an ADD child who likes to go snap-happy on her works every now and then. C:

The gingerbread foundation. My perfect nutritionist mother forbids animal and trans fat with great intensity therefore we do not house BUTTER. Compensation canola oil made the dough too watery so had to burn it a bit to make it extra hard. NEXT TIME, BUTTER PREASE.

ICING SUGAR = Adhesive used to ~~sweeten~~ hold everything together. <3

DETAILS

Roof and chimney. Pocky and waffers~

Erected walls and little LED lights. I wanted warm, yellowish lights but The Warehouse™ did not have them when I went there. *perfectionist*

Haha putting the roof up. Didn't want to hold the thing till the icing hardened (hands melt chocolate and~ I'm too lazy) so used some leftover waffers as scaffolds. LOL my laziness is grateful for somewhat ingenius mind. *SHOT*

slefjkdgsdngjglk christmas wreath. ~~Why do I do things like these OTL~~ Could be done better but Starbursts when cut up is like the stickiest thing. Go away superglue, I have my Starbursts! O:<

Final decorations. *u* This is the best medium to work with artists. Truly I tell you, you can devour your mistakes and they make you happy inside.

FINISH!
[Ver. 1] [Ver. 2]

DETAILS:

LOL leftover materials. Still got bags of lollies and waffers~

I'M GOING TO BE VERY SUGAR EFFICIENT/HIGH OVER THE NEW YEARS. Hah

YAY I thank Emzy for nice choice of words and being my secret santa for providing me with this PAINFUL FUN. Hope it's okay to be a SS gift. D: ~~FGKJFDG ARE YOU SATISFIED?? I WANT TO SEND YOU THIS HOUSE BUT OMG BORDER PATROL KFLDGJFD~~
And big thanks to Ellie too for hosting such awesome project <3
Also my little brother, who helped with little things but made huge difference. LMAO

(if for some reason you want to absorb MOAR of my processions; this is the little Kyle "charm" I made to go with the house. :D)

Thank you for reading and MERRY CHRISTMAS YOU LOVELY BASTARDS. <3!!

HAIRCUT! : D

2008-12-02T08:35:42Z

LOLOL after many days of trying to do some actual Christmas girftarts and gaining a job, I decided to HELL WITH IT --go out and hang for a day~
My good friend Susan bought these flats-- they were so BLUE and silky and 75bucks. D: while she was looking around I tried on some high heels because...I think I have shoe fetish *OHNOSHEDIDN'T* HAHA they were SO YELLOW, I couldn't resist. CX;

yeah bro, they make my short azn legs look like actual legs. :C

We were just walking around aimlessly and I realised I wanted to get my hair cut because it's too long and I can't manage long hair and it acts like a scarf when it's blazing summer. SO, IMPULSIVE HAIRCUT!

BEFORE

figdfjgh so unkempt and messy and bothersom--PFFFF *hair gets in mouth* DX

We just walked into a random and NORMAL salon (the other one scared me coz it looked too much "AMERICA'S NEXT TOP MODEL". )
The hairdresser I got was the most arrogant and vain person I have ever encountered. I don't know if she's just ignorant or just plain honest. She went ON and ON about how I didn't care for my hair and how damaged it was. Well excuse me, cutting hair for me is like an annual thing and we can't all spend our every waking moment inside a salon prettying up our hair. (she was older than my mother by the looks of her but had some pretty amazing make-up; green eyeshadow 2 inches wide, sparkling red glitters on her lips and full curls with straight fringe. LOLOL her long manicured and jeweled nails kept digging into my face ARGHH oh and the best part, she was Korean. C: how typical)
at one point I subtly showed respect towards her and she held up her head with this smug smile and half lidded eyes and stand just like those ancient Greek statues, basking in the pride for like a few seconds. HAHA I pretended not to notice OTL;

Then she kept talking to me in bad English thinking I was some dumb animal who's forgotten how to speak my native language. I'm a bit dim after 10years of Engrish but I can still understand. I HAD TO TELL HER I CAN UNDERSTAND 3 TIMES BEFORE SHE GOT IT.

Her: *in Korean* All these things, your hair is so uncared for...but you probably don't understand what I'm even saying.

=_____________=;;;

"I could do it more sophisticated and prettier than this but seeing as how you don't care for your hair there's no point in doing that. I'll just keep it simple with less layering so you can manage."

I just wrung my hands together and kept my temper in order. Near the end she tells me, "OKAY, I've done everything perfectly and the lengths are perfectly aligned. If you go home and they're out of shape, then it's your fault. It would look SO much better if your hair was straight. Your's is a bit curly and I can't do anything about that"

At this point, I wanted to laugh. She was starting to entertain me. NEVER have I met someone like this and part of me wanted to know more about what she is. LAWL so self absorbed and self centered WTF consideration at all please?

"Oh and you know your head is a bit out of shape, it's not round. You acknowledge that right?"

I GUESS NOT. No consideration for dumbfounded Yuna. I mean, DO I ACKNOWLEDGE my uniquely out-of-shape head? WHUT, is that what you usually say to a person, least of all a customer? I smiled coz I mean, my mind went blank. If I was a bit quicker and sharp-witted I would have said NO, I DON'T. IT'S CALLED GENETICS. WATCH YOUR MOUTH.

She, is such a piece of work. But she was good at what she does and I guess arrogance comes with every successful designer of any sort. I HOPE I DON'T TURN OUT LIKE THAT THOUGH. POOR SOUL, I pray for your sanity. And poor me, I wish I had the courage of my 10 year old self who could punch out bitches. I SHALL PRACTICE ON THAT LOL.

BUT ANYWAY, enough of the bitching, more of the photos! :D

AFTER

one day you shall see my face~ but I think you guys deserve to live more before I kill you ded with my fug*. C:
*fug= fugly mug. Kidding, I just made that up. LOL *adds to urbandictionary.com*

YAY back of head! It's like a bob. I LIKE. Short hair<3 I love how people with long hair can manage them to look so pretty.
(to be honest, it's really not all that great. If you're gonna bitch up a storm at least gimme a great haircut *__*)

XD;;;;

the arrow points to my 'deformed' point of my head. conehead? LMAO XDD

I miss my hair, just a little bit. CX

mindblank.

2008-12-01T02:39:36Z

Appreciation to all those who left their thoughts on my previous entry~ haha sorry for being dramatic but I love sharing views and 'friendly' debates. *u* <3<3<3 I'm now that much smarter and hopefully a lot more open-minded!

Apologises on lack of comments/replies. I'm running around like a headless chicken trying to find somewhere to work. I was given a position at a small local bank/postshop but now the manager's being wishy washy about it and I'm getting kinda tired of bugging him to GIVE IT TO ME ALREADY ARGH. If things don't sort out by my next phone call, I'm moving onto a NZ-WALMART-LIKE grocery store. C:

random photos to waste up remaining film LOL actually turned out to be an okay reference :D for something XD;

a little photo I'm fixing up for our photo album. OTL; I think now I know why I hate pink. MOTHERS AND THEIR FLURO PINK O:<

Some textures and patterns I've used for college project. Scanned them for further use. C:

Current WIP.

OH POO I'm art blocked. :T

One more sleepless night~

2008-11-04T23:51:43Z

I learnt something today.

I AM A WORKAHOLIC.

Hello, my name is Yuna and I'm an addict.

So much so that I'm having a sleepover at my college tonight. I'll have fun with the security swipe cards and the vending machine OHOHO one more all nighter and~ here I come 4 month break! ;u;

I just love how much work can be done instead of SLEEPING. Man that's a waste of time.

Guy Fawkes Night and Halloween

2008-10-30T10:27:04Z

There are fireworks going off outside and I'm stuck doing work forever.

And halloween, and their kids and candies and of door knocking. ARGH I'LL SHOW YOU THE TRUE HORROR THAT IS ASSIGNMENTS YA BASTARDS! *crycry* if I can't join you, please leave me alone.

It's also not fair you have woe-downs when I can't be there for you. Yes you know who you are. I hope you feel better soon.

Handed in my life drawing today. I'm getting better with each class and modesty is unbeknownst to me at the moment. HAHA TRY ME. kfdlgjdfg just one more week.

Half-arsed assignments :D

2008-09-09T01:46:06Z

Semester 2. 2008

HAHAHAHA XDDD this picture relieved so much stress for me-- LOOK AT THE left one's pose klfgkdfjgkj XD!

History Culture Context 1

"art of lies"
-- in which we had to appeal a completely useless or worthless item as a product. And sell them.
My fellow students sold things like; urine, drool, air, nothing, shit, crumbs, bits of broken mirror, egg shells etc

(my magazine ad)
|D;; I decided to sell orange skins and used green tea leaves as fridge odour eliminator called "Fredge" (Fresh + Fridge. How precious.)

I need a haircut. My face is element of surprise ahaha

To make that stupid mask I had to go through 5 oranges. And I couldn't eat anything else that day. The right one was one of the experiments. C:

Packaging. I'll post the actual product and what's inside it once I get my assignment back. It looks...pretty shit. LOL

Pictorial Studies.

Life Drawing.

5min line sketch.

10min rough charcoal.

15min.

25min.

UGHHHH;;;;; I hate putting details into things...shows how lazy I am. I'll kick the habit by getting someone to pose for me for 2 hours and put every fuckin' detail into everthing-- like HAIR. I need a volunteer! 8D

Study of human skeleton. I hate my shitty camera. >:

Still Life.

ARGHHH I'm never using fixatives EVER again. D:< It's supposed to keep the pastel locked in the paper but instead it made the paper wrinkle, made some colours darker and some to fade and run off the page!!

*CRY* ;n;

Graphic Design Studies. (typography)

When you see it, you'll shet brix. O:

Didn't really like this typography study. We had many many rules to abide by. Haha Yunie hates rules. >:C

Bookbinding workshop.

HAHAHA I love my orange book! It's on crack!! Normal people had nice colour schemes like red and black and green and black. LOLOL normality is overrated. XDD

We even put the gliding(?) onto the books. I could so make a Death Note now. PHEAR ME >D

I was all "OMG this actually LOOKS like a book. It actually FEELS like a book and functions like a BOOK!" and my friend was just "NOOO really??lol"

Our college is going to be renovated during the break so I went and took a lot of photos of it today before they go ahead and demolish it all D: WAHH it's such a waste, they're gonna make it all bling and sliver and chrome and artificial-like, it's so cosy and homey right now though...

More photos some other time~ my photoshop CS3 broke and now I don't have a register key for it. WOE.

OH, and

he's so cute. <3333

ending in a LULZY note is a must haha |D

GTFO of there...please...T n T

2008-08-30T14:25:16Z

Just one more week and I'm finished with 4 assignments...I wanted more than 3 hours sleep tonight so I walked over to my bed and a huge cockroach was crawling across it. I flicked it off and went to wash myself for bed. When I came back and turned over the covers the same bugger fell out and scurried under the bed. I don't want to go to bed now. TnT Ahhh do you call this irony? So cruel. LOL I don't want cockroach babies please.

SIGHHHH I miss my friends I've been neglecting in life and net. I miss sleep and real food. Nghhh so tired SO PLEASE COME OUT MR CROACH. TTTTnTTTT....

BET YOU DIDN'T KNOWOHOHO

2008-07-28T09:22:30Z

New Zealand has more than ONE anime/manga convention. *nerd's*
I only knew this last year too! Maybe it formed last year? I DUNNO, but I went --"Doujin Overload"--

and it had to be the heaviest storm in 10 years on that very day. (you can spot the rain-marks on this LMAOXD)

HAHA what a day to go out and get lost,

lonehana and I ran around everywhere trying to find the venue and fellas, we had the time of our LIVES (I did anyway)-- I felt that all the pedestrians united under this gale, we were laughing and running into each other at the crossings coz the wind was that strong and were blinded by our umbrellas. lonehanagot eaten by hers but I didn't notice coz I was having too much fun and she told me off for being so fluffy about uniting pedestrians. WHAT A SOUR PUSS. lol (and then she tricked me into following her all the way to her college just so she could sit on a clean toilet seat. Hygiene freak. =u=)

OKAI, now for some photos~ I think I did something to my camera coz it kept taking really crappy photos D:

The venue~ tiny tiny coz we lack in numbers XD;

but it was WAY better than last year. Last year just sucked. No I'm not being modest.

and I was too shy to ask complete strangers to stay still for me to take my photos so I just went around stalker style. HAH, next time I'll be super bold and just ask. C:<

The hostess was SO cute! >//u//< And spirited! She was shouting through the mic althroughout the event. XDD she posed for us 'photographers', I missed the one where she was posing as a pole dancer. D: awww (LOL she somehow kept reminding me of Kimi. AHAHA DON'T HIT ME KIMI YOU'RE CUTE! XDD; )

Misaaaa :D

Elfin Lied? D: I never watched but there ya go. : ) HAHA I don't think the dude's supposed to wear that pink wig but he said he was just forced. PFFFT whatever. XD

OMGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!

Can you tell can you tell?? Even with my shitty camera you can tell that this is FDGDFKG *u*!! The "NO SMOKING" sign makes me happy with its existance! XDDD

Here's some more photos of it from a fellow NZ deviantartist since we got there pretty late (WHERE IS THE FREAKING VENUEEE OMG the sky just spat in my eye!! DX<!!!) and I got her permission to show you guys. *u* CLICK HERE FOR MORE COSPLAY/ARTIST PHOTOS~

REPORT?

lonehana was being lame and wanted to leave plus we didn't have enough cash on us to splurge on beautiful prints ( ;n; ) and I was hungry so we went on a date ;D and had something:

O.M.G. It doesn't look like much, but this was the cheesiest cheesecake I've EVER cheesed. I LOVED IT. <333

Apple cider? Never tried that before so I gave it a try. It was like hot apple juice. 8D I liked it.

THEN we proceeded to be lamer and I dragged Lisa ( lonehana) and myself back to the convention for one last lookie-see and I'm glad we did!

AHAHA dance routine performed by supposedly "The Bleach Musicals". But there were few randoms in there and that made it a bit more fun. x3
Advantage of being tall, I was able to take a vid of that routine. Disadvantage of being tall, I scared off a few cute little people. =n= They were like;
Girl1: "NOOO I can't seeee"
Girl2: "Oh it's ok, let's just watch from that lady's camera"
Me: Eh? *curious so turns around and spots them way down there*
Girl1&2: D: *scurries off*
Me: TTATT!!

OTL;; I'm not scary, nooo come backkk LMAO;;; ugh.
Haha we should have hung around for the freebies. But the weather was still being terrible and it was getting dark.

Overall, it was an awesome day and all the amazing artists there motivated and inspired me to try harder and maybe try getting a table next year. :'D If I'm good enough by then. XD;

End. <3

;D
(kudos to the dude who's singing along haha)

P.S. OH, when I got back home, there was a power cut from the horrible gale. ROFL even the traffic lights were down and the cars were going crazy. XDDD We had dinner by candle light and I took some photos and videos/documentary on how to make a jam&cheese sandwich in the dark. Haha I'd upload it but it's too dorky >X//D~

ORANGES FROM CA.

2008-07-18T13:01:30Z

There I was, minding my own business and having an orange when--

MUM: Those oranges are from California, CA oranges are the best huh?
Me: *stares at the said piece of fruit in my hand*...this ORANGE, has traveled more than I have. =__=; *SAD*
MUM: 8D; Haha. But! It traveled ALL the way from CA just to be eaten by you!

THAT'S NOT THE POINT MA! A FRUIT, AN ORANGE, TRAVELED AROUND THE GLOBE, from right opposite ends of the earth to be precise, WHILE THE ONLY CITIES I'VE EVER BEEN TO IN MY LIFE ARE THE ONES I WAS BORN IN AND THE ONE I MIGRATED TO.

MUM: Yuna, Yuna. These tomatoes are from Australia~! 8D

OH FOR GOD'S SAKE! TTATT ...why won't someone kidnap me overseas~ I'd help myself to be kidnapped. I think I'm just having this TRAVEL URGE come on a bit stronger than usual coz it's break and all my friends from overseas are flying in to catch up with us and some leaving overseas to have a nice rest. OVERSEASOVERSEASOVERSEASMONEY DAHHH DX<

OH, and CA oranges ARE the best. <3

...I wonder where you get avocados from. I'm gonna ask mum. C:

SKETCH WIP DUMP*

2008-07-02T23:01:40Z

Ahh I'm terrible at organising a lot of things at the same time- dA and LJ are already too much to handle already?! ~~OMG I can never polygamy THIS IS SAD!! D:~~

IT'S BEEN AGES~ let's CPR this thing with some fandom WIPs. C:<
*WARNING: They're OLD. D: Some are like YEARS old and it hurts to see them but, but I HAVE TO FINISH WHAT I STARTED-- it's my tick. Now only if I can stop being so darn lazy. =m=;

NARUTO

Started out as a perspective practice. HMMM I see a lot to fix up and~ and bg I come up with won't be original UGH;;

YEAAAA... cropping does wonders!! |D Hope I can finish the whole thing, since I want to take my message out there...Sasuke you bloody manass >:C

8D;; 2 panels moar and I'm done with itttt~ and no I'm not showing the rest~~ I want to start a doujin >:

:x

TEEN TITANS

should really get this done... ~~STOP BEING SUCH A PERFECTIONISH AND JUST CG THISSS ARJFGHLKDFG D:<~~

Rae. <3

Star! :D
NEEDTOFINISHFANFICNEEDTOFINISHFANFICNEEDTOFINISHFANFICNEEDTOFINISHFANFIC :U

SOUTH PARK

@u@nimuuuuu Necrophilia. Baww Kyle. >:

IKE! <333 Read a fic on him as one badass psycho...had to reassure myself that he's CUTE and LOVING and INNOCENT and *CRIES*

AHHHH WHUT. XD;; NO COMMENTS lkfgjdkfjkg I KEPT HIM IN CHARACTER STFU-- see, the HAT is the proof. >:C

Another fic inspired pic. Same author? It was insane...so sad. :'C

ORIGINAL/BLEACH

Rukia - Bleach. Hidden message like WHOA. I love you Da Vinci. *u*

Quite recent. I haven't fanarted in AGES so, that's how old my fanarts are...ANYWAY~ Mr. BirdCageMan is very conservative. TRADITIONAL MAN. He'll lock everything of his importance away so they can never break. Mrs Conservative suffocated. D:

Searching for my own style~ might as well have LOTS since I can't choose...I love warm colours. And SAI. And it looks like someone HMM.

That's my 700MB of internet I stole from you~ ahaha mostly I don't show my WIPs but mostly I never get around to finishing anything either. So I'm forcing myself to finish what I've shown you guys coz, that's what WIP means; promising the final product. C:
Plus, I got to see if I've improved or not AND OMG DUDES, those weren't even 1/4 of what I had in my 4 sketchbooks-- so much ~~weeaboo~~ STUFF I've uncovered from the dusty depths of dust. x__x;

AND~ I'm in a block. Sad thing is I don't think I care. D: nuuu it'll pack its bags and move on I'm hoping.

You guys take care! And sorry for all my LJ buddies, I'll leave my footprints on your entries real soon. Speaking of which, should I make my LJ FRIENDS ONLY? I know I'll sprout some really emo stuff when I'm well...emo. D: SHOULD I? 8DD

XD;;

2008-04-22T11:18:47Z

...HAHAHA I feel SO lame. DX;;

I went to the doc's right? Coz of all the crap I was feeling...and guess what he tells me.

TENSION/STRESS

and

EMOTIONAL DISTRESS

OH that's it, I fail. *dies*

Stoled from the ever ~~fuckable~~ sexy shibari~

TECHNOLOGY
Q. What is your wallpaper on your computer?
Two road signs; one pointing to "Heaven" and the other "Hell" XD;; got it off dA, it was cute.

Q. How many televisions you have in your house?
2~ none of them we paid very much for. Bargin? x );

BIOLOGY
Q. Are you right-handed or left-handed?
Righty.

Q. Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
Other than baby teeth, no.

Q. What is the last heavy item you lifted?
Dad. XDD

Q. Have you ever been knocked out?
Nah. For surgery once but none of that cool BASH TO THE BACK OF THE HEAD thing.

BULLSHITOLOGY
Q. If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
Yes please!

Q. If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
I somehow like my name. Even though I don't think I suit it.

Q. What color do you think looks best on you?
Black.

Q. Have you ever swallowed a non-food item?
I was smarter when I was a baby I reckon. -__-; no.

DAREOLOGY
Q. Would you kiss a member of the same sex for $100?
YES. ~~I'd do for free anyway D:~~

Q. Would you allow one of your little fingers to be cut off for $200,000?
NO. GTFO.

Q. Would you never blog again for $50,000?
I might think about it.

Q. Would you pose naked in a magazine for $250,000?
ummmmmmmmmmmmmmm yes.

Q. Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1,000?
HAHA with my stomach, no thanks. Make that chocolate sauce, bring it on.

Q. Would you, without fear of punishment, take a human life for $1,000,000?
Never.

DUMBOLOGY
Q: What is in your left pocket?
...these sweatpants have no left pocket. It has a right one though :D

Q: Is Napoleon Dynamite actually a good movie?
Planning to see it, everyone reckons it's gold.

Q: Do you have hardwood or carpet in your house?
Carpet, it's even in the bathrooms.

Q: Do you sit or stand in the shower?
...you can sit in the showers?! D:

Q: How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
None now.

LASTOLOGY
Q: Last person who texted you?
Susan. <3

Q: Last person who called you?
My little bro, telling me to get some M&M's.

Q: Person you hugged?
Mum. BAH if I don't hug them they never hug me so. >:|

FAVORITOLOGY
Q: Number?
3.

Q: Season?
Fall.

Q: Color?
YELLOW.

CURRENTOLOGY
Q: Missing someone?
my hyper self. ):

Q: Mood?
Tired.

Q: Listening to?
Alien Ant Farm -- Glow.

Q: Watching?
random foreign MV's. Michel Gondry is GENIUS. <333

Q: Worrying about?
~~feeding my family?~~ unable to be the best I can.

Q: Wearing?
Thin shirt and sweatpants.

RANDOMOLOGY
Q: First place you went this morning?
On school break, I don't do anything other than eat or sleep in the mornings. xD;

Q: What can you not wait to do?
Have enough money to TRAVEL and meet all the awesome online bodies. And get a new computer.

Q: Do you smile often?
YES. I grin even more, my laugh lines are gonna be SO serious.

Q: Are you a friendly person?
I try. I find socialising a bit hard. ;;

DON'T TAG, STEAL! 8D

[EDIT] Does anyone know how to make an LJ PRIVATE? Do I just adjust "Show this entry to" to FRIENDS ONLY for every post? C:

This is so shit.

2008-03-24T21:03:56Z

kinwayuu is not feeling well, go donate a hug or a few kind words or both. She needs it and deserves it. ]:

I had dinner with my 'relatives' again. I put that context in inverted comas because relatives are supposed to make you feel like you belong and there'll always be a place for you. Somehow I don't feel this. With these certain ones at least.

I dunno~ maybe I'm wrong to be thinking so innovatively and therefore being selfish. I don't want to get married. I want to live single till I die, being good to my parents and the society.

Conventional role of women (especially with Asia) : serve your husband. serve your in-laws. give birth like rabbits to try help dominate the world with a surname that's not even yours. be quiet. be in the background.

Of course there're better merits but at this point I fail to see any that are positive. I'm pissed, I'm even pissed with female species who are SO dependent on men. [OMG am I a feminist? D:<]
All I hear when I visit them is how I should start thinking about marriage and husbands and I'm pretty much sick of it. AND YOU TELL ME NOT TO BE FEMINIST GOH! I can live perfectly capable and respectful WITHOUT a husband. If I ever do get married, then that's my problem but right now frankly, I don't give a shit.

So my dear relatives, SHUT THE HELL UP and let me live in peace. Since I'll never stop saying "I'm not interested".

Meme. :J

2008-03-15T08:55:39Z

Taken from kinwayuu seme~

Info
[ ] I am shorter than 5'4. (5'5. ;D)
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes. (if you don't, you should. Human nature is disgusting. ]:<)
[ ] I have many scars. (emotionally? physically? everyone has some kind of scar.)
[x ] I tan easily. (I have to tan myself, or otherwise I look so pale that I actually look green :|)
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] I have/I've had braces. (I'm taking them off in~~ less than 2weeks! JOY!!)
[x] I wear glasses. (usually lenses :])
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. (first off, when it's free, it's guaranteed to be not safe. Second what the hell~ where's the thrill in risking? D:< and lastly, everyone would do it if was given free so I'd not, so the sake of being individual >XD)
[ ] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercing. (just two, one in each ear. :3)
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[ ] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[ ] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x] I'm in school
[ ] I have a job (I'M FREE!!/unemployed poor ass)
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school
[x] I almost always do my homework. (last minute stuff. fun XD)
[x] I've missed a week or more of school. (mostly health reasons coz my immunity's pathetic. but~ XDD)
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years (Whonor Role? D:>?)
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired

Embarrassment
[ ] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing
[ ] I've snorted while laughing.
[ ] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[ ] I've glued my hand to something.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public. (I've run around in public with my zip unzipped more than a couple times though XD once on TV*dork*)

Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment (nearly diabetic before I was born)
[x] I've gotten stitches/staples
[x] I've broken a bone. (9 baby~)
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[x] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.

Traveling
[ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.
(my GOD I'm a loser DX)

Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city. (huh? doesn't everyone?)
[ ] I've seen a shooting star.
[ ] I've wished on a shooting star
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas. (my undies~)
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[x] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone. (DUDE, this is a way of life for me XDD)
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[x] I'm single.
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[ ] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back. (silly me~)
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did. (XD)
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex. (XD)
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world. (who doesn't? I stole the last cookie or something like that :| )
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[ ] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[x] I've witnessed a crime.
[x] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[x] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them. (I don't take them even when I need them. NEVAH!)
[ ] I've eaten shrooms. (LMAO! Shrooms sound so cute XDD)
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed. (only for a bit :D)
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[ ] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[ ] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[x] I've woken up crying.

Death and Suicide
[ ] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[x] I've seen someone dying.
[x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself. (maybe I should write one. So my parents don't 'inherit' my BL drawings o__o)

Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[x] I collect comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.

Random
[ ] I can sing well.
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up to others easily. You ask me a question I'm most likely going to answer it
[x] I watch the news.
[x] I don't kill bugs.
[ ] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly.
[ ] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person. (FUCK NO!! Don't even try to talk to me in the mornings, even if you're my MUM. My mum knows DX<)
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[x] I'm a snob about grammar.
[x] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[ ] I love being neat.
[ ] I love Spam
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
[ ] I bake well.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue (YELLOW! and red XD)
[ ] I've worn pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun
[x] I am in love with love. (I'm a freaking hippie I swear. I love the world and its shit but I hate pot and bad smelling BO D:<)
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes. (coz I'm such a dork )
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[ ] I believe in ghosts.
[x] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[ ] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I love white chocolate
[ ] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names.
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[x] All of those are answered honestly

YAY now I'm gonna be kicked off by my bro. :]

COLLEGE AHOYYY DX

2008-03-11T09:50:58Z

I LOVE COLLEGE. I LOVE MY COLLEGE. I FUCKING LOVE THIS COLLEGE TILL MY HEART GIVES OUT. I LOVE IT. I LUUURVE EET!

I wish. But you know, brainwashing can be SOO effective. If I repeat the above till I really hate college, I might start loving it. @___@whut
Right now my feelings are so mixed if I started typing it all up I might confuse myself even more so *DEEP BREATH* hah, (and I don't care if you get confused? XD) I'll end it on the big bold love confession for now and~

http://yunart.deviantart.com !
eeeeh I'm excited. XDD

Here's to a new start!

2008-03-09T04:36:52Z

Hopefully all my b!tchest, emo-est moments of rambling will go down in history-- on this journal.

Thank you for your patronage! XD